been some time since i updated =/ , as usual , no one sees , so i shall classify this blog as my diary ba =D , anyways , the past few weeks has been hell for me . well , it is hell for me if i have to keep hitting the snooze button on my handphone everytime i tried to wake up -.-

therefore , leading to little time to practice my religion , the soka gakkai . this is NOT a reason , as jefferson said , i need to have more discipline in my life .

and another case propped up again , i forgot to submit the disk containing the videos of our project group to ms marie , DAMN , i need to hold more responsibility as a group leader to them =/ .

wasnt contributing ALOT to the group members at bmgt , kinda slacky and unmotivated and also super forgetful =/ .

alot of points to brush up on and they are pretty big too!! =(

anyways , i have decided to give everything up . i rather be single all my life then think so much . now i want is a normal friendship without avoidance or anything , possible?

and LOL , happy new year everyone.